WHAT TO BUILD AND HOW TO DO IT

THERE ARE NO HIGHER FORCES WHICH HOLD ME BACK! WELCOME TO THE CHAOTIC WORLD OF SEAN MICHAEL BRASSIL. BUT FIRST ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU IN THROUGH MY FRONT LINES. FRONT LINES I STILL TREAD THROUGH ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS. I WAS BORN INTO A WORLD OF MAD CHAOS. AND IT WILL BE FROM A WORLD OF MAD CHAOS WHICH I INTEND TO LEAVE. NEVER MIND THE LIFE I HAVE LED UP UNTIL THIS POINT. MY LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT HAS BEEN SPENT IN A VAST AND AN INESCAPABLE WORLD OF RUIN. BROUGHT ON BY MY NEED TO GO OUT ON THE EDGE OF LIFE. SO FAR OUT THAT THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT TO BRING BACK EXCEPT FOR MYSELF. I CAME CLOSE TO NOT EVEN ACCOMPLISHING THAT. WHILE I WAS GROWING UP I VIEWED LIFE AS A PARTY. SO I DEDICATED MY LIFE TO BEING THE BIGGEST PARTY EVER. I HAVE LIVED AND SURVIVED SINCE I WAS BORN. OF COURSE, I AM STILL GOING STRONG ON DOING JUST THAT. BY THE WAY, MY PARTY WILL NEVER END. HOW ABOUT YOURS?